- Mood:
Anger - Listening to: ballads
- Reading: ewww
- Watching: my pc screen
- Playing: not yet
- Eating: anger
- Drinking: loneliness
so i went 2 this halloween party this weekend, u can see the pics on my gallery. it was a great party, we danced like no tomorrow, we sang lots of songs, we jumped in the pool and then watched a horror movie. my friend melissa invited me, (girl with horns on her head), and there i met her sister, (the other one). we got along great, we danced together, we sang together, we hugged, we talked a lot, we connected in so many levels, i told her that i was bisexual but that i was more attracted 2 guys than girls, that i couldnt hav a girlfriend. she told me that she was a virgin and maybe a lil kiss might hav slipped up. the other day she called me and we talked 4 like 2 hours on the phone. she said 2 me that she wanted 2 hav sex with me and i said that i needed 2 talk 2 her d next day at skool. i got 2 skool and i asked her if she was serious and she said yes. i needed 2 talk 2 her sister which is older than her and i explained what was going on. i said 2 her that i didnt want 2 do it because she was a virgin, i didnt want 2 hurt her, i didnt want 2 lead her on 2 believe that ther could b any kind of relationship and just a friendship. melissa said that she will talk 2 her. that night i called her we wer fine and i asked her if it was ok if i flirted with her boyfriend, (skinny guy), or said that he was cut and she said that it was ok. the other day i got 2 skool and i saluted her and i kissed adrian on the head. the next day melissa told me that her sister was very mad at me because i kissed her boyfriend on the head and that she wasnt serious about having sex. not only did she lie 2 her sister but she also threw me under the bus and made it seem that i was all my fault. do you wanna know how i knew she was serious, the day of the party when we wer in the pool and we like kinda cuddled in the water together she started touching my penis, and i knew that she was a virgin because all virgins that want 2 hav sex all they talk about is sex. that night i called her and she said that we wernt friends anymore. i honestly was devastated, in sat on my bed crying, shivering, it was like the biggest pain. it hurt me so much because i had never connected with a friend so much that it hurt how we ended the relationship. i had 2 call a friend, i told her all that had happened and she told me that she once did the same thing 2 a guy called "alan" that now is a "joanna's boyfriend", she did the same thing that she did 2 me. when i heard that i was so mad. revenge to me is like and orgasm, when i get revenge on somebody it feels sooooooooooooo good, you should try it. now all i want is revenge, and this is just the beginning.
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SOME OF MY BEST WORKS:
[link] VENOM
[link] GREEN RANGER & DRAGONZORD
[link] SPIDER-MAN
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"I can barely conceive of a type of beauty in which there is no Melancholy."
[Charles Baudelaire]
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thanks to *AidanAsha for my avvy
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The Mystic Rune Sage
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i luv me, me 2
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The Mystic Rune Sage
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i luv me, me 2
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